7 AM and I'm walking again
Back to bury myself in the snow
With a part of me gone and its hard to hold
To a person that I used to know
And it kills me inside I am buried alive
I am nothing but flesh over bone
But I can't think about I'm not going to change
I'm better off being alone
Better off being alone
The ** the ** is what understands me
Silence stole the voices in my head
Drink myself to death on coc*ine candy
Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead
When they find me dead
In the back of the house with a gun in my mouth
And a mirror in front of my face
I have looked for a reason just one simple reason
For why I am worth being saved
But I'll never get out so I put the gun down
It's a slow suicide that I choose
So I give in again I sit down and breath in
I don't care about what I will lose
What I will lose
The ** the ** is what understands me
Silence stole the voices in my head
Drink myself to death on coc*ine candy
Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead
When they find me dead
I feel like this will never end
The curse will never end
More than air I breathe
You must believe I need the **
I'm always on the run
From the addict I've become
More than air I breathe
You must believe I need the **
I need the **
You must believe I need the **
I need the **
You must believe I need the **
The ** the ** is what understands me
Silence stole the voices in my head
Drink myself to death on coc*ine candy
Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead