[00:00.36]Hope of Morning - Icon For Hire/Ariel Jump/Shawn Jump/Adam Kronshagen
[00:02.30]Lyrics by：Ariel
[00:02.82]Composed by：Ariel Jump/Shawn Jump/Adam Kronshagen
[00:14.71]My mind's a kaleidoscope it thinks too fast
[00:16.78]Blurs all the colors 'til I can't see past
[00:18.34]The last mistake the choice I made
[00:20.22]Staring in the mirror with myself to blame
[00:21.89]Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
[00:23.51]Nowhere to hide inside my mind
[00:25.31]I'm scared that you'll compare and I'll look a lifetime past repair
[00:29.08]I second guess myself to death I re-solicit every step
[00:32.62]What if my words are meaningless?
[00:34.60]What if my heart's misleading this?
[00:36.11]I try to capture every moment as it comes to me
[00:39.49]Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company
[00:49.59]When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
[00:56.69]I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
[01:03.83]And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
[01:11.84]I will not be giving in tonight
[01:20.38]When I'm old and grey or thirty or whatever happens first
[01:23.77]I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse
[01:27.66]Or worse what if my life's work is reduced to just myself
[01:31.15]Like never let you get a word in while I dissect my mental health
[01:34.95]Or lack thereof whatever there's too many things to track
[01:38.43]I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac
[01:41.67]Now days all the kids want crazy wanna diagnose themselves
[01:45.45]Trade up made up epidemics pass around prescription pills
[01:48.64]But my disorder can't be cured by a bottle blade or dose
[01:52.50]Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close
[01:56.22]But I don't wanna let you see that I don't want my friends to know
[01:59.61]Self-disgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go
[02:03.00]When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
[02:10.11]I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
[02:17.17]And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
[02:25.33]I will not be giving in tonight
[02:32.63]Try as I might to keep it together
[02:35.92]Why is recovery taking forever
[02:39.51]Fool the whole world just until I get better
[02:42.96]I'm terrified I'll be faking forever
[02:46.84]Faking forever
[02:48.55]On and on I wonder what went wrong inside my head
[02:51.54]I don't have to have the answers but tonight I wish I did
[02:55.55]All the pain I can't explain away won't fade
[02:59.32]All the secrets silenced by the shame
[03:01.68]Don't make me say it
[03:03.49]Don't make me say it
[03:05.23]Don't make me say it
[03:07.06]Don't make me say it
[03:08.98]Oh-oh-oh-oh
[03:10.62]Don't make me say it
[03:12.38]Don't make me say it
[03:14.13]Don't make me say it
[03:16.19]When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
[03:23.65]I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
[03:30.56]And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
[03:38.61]I will not be giving in tonight