Rudder (Original Club Mix)

I think incessantly repulse the man in me

I contemplate all day and wonder 'bout my fate

This glass terrarium my sanitarium

I wish I was a star have yet to go that far

Gotta pray another lie will disappear

And vanish from this world

Don't you know that everything that's real is here

And yes I'm sure it hurts

Gotta pray another dissonance rings out

But you see another fool believes

Gotta pray another lie will disappear

And vanish from this world

I break the rules again to hold the sun in hands

I used to win this game check-in with different names

This small terrarium my sanitarium

I contemplate all day and slowly lose my ways

Disappear in fear and walk out

Watch you leave me here and talk down

Try to complicate the easy ways

Like a snail you move so slowly

Looking back you seemed so lonely

Turn the insides out and seize the day