[00:00.22]Buy My Own Flowers - JERRY'S SOUND ROOM
[00:01.48]Lyrics by：yangje lee
[00:02.24]Composed by：yangje lee
[00:04.54]Hmm yeah
[00:23.42]The sun went down on another day
[00:26.62]Traffic lights in a tight face
[00:29.75]Everybody rushing somewhere fast
[00:32.33]While I let the evening take its place
[00:35.97]I passed a little shop on me
[00:38.41]Sorrows are standing in the rain
[00:41.53]Nobody sent them
[00:43.10]Nobody called
[00:44.51]But I smiled and bought them anyway
[00:48.17]There was a time I'd wait by the phone
[00:53.63]Thinking love will come and carry me home
[00:59.18]And now I know some roads are meant to walk alone
[01:05.66]Until your heart learns how to be its own
[01:10.91]So I buy my own flowers
[01:14.51]Put them on the table by the window light
[01:20.12]Pour a little red wine
[01:22.59]And let the silence stay a while tonight
[01:27.50]I don't need somebody to tell me who I am anymore
[01:37.23]I got scars
[01:38.38]I got stories and a heart worth fighting for
[01:49.51]Some dreams stayed where I left them
[01:52.57]Some people faded with the years
[01:55.24]But every goodbye taught me something
[01:58.53]Every heartbreak left me stronger here
[02:01.72]Now I dance around my kitchen
[02:04.48]Barefoot to an old soul song
[02:07.50]For the first time in a long
[02:09.43]Long while being alone doesn't feel so wrong
[02:13.65]Funny how healing starts to bloom
[02:19.17]When you stop giving away every room
[02:25.30]And finally leave a little space
[02:28.43]Inside for your own light to shine through
[02:36.78]So I buy my own flowers
[02:40.34]Put them on the table by the window light
[02:46.02]Pour a little red wine
[02:48.36]And let the silence stay a while tonight
[02:53.35]I don't need somebody to tell me who I am anymore
[03:03.04]I got scars I got stories
[03:06.39]And a heart worth fighting for
[03:12.27]Maybe someday love will find me
[03:15.65]Soft as a summer rain
[03:18.63]But I won't be standing empty
[03:21.46]Waiting to be saved again
[03:24.70]Because I found something better
[03:27.69]Than chasing what wasn't mine
[03:30.74]I found peace in the woman looking back through my own eyes
[03:38.59]Yeah I buy my own flowers
[03:42.51]And I wear my favorite perfume too
[03:47.19]I laugh a little louder now
[03:50.77]Than the girl I once knew
[03:53.16]And if love comes tomorrow
[03:56.98]I hope it feels honest and true
[04:00.90]But tonight these flowers remind me
[04:04.44]How I was always enough to get me through
[04:12.28]I buy my own flowers
[04:16.89]And somehow they bloom a little brighter too