[00:00.00]Can't Save Myself (Explicit) - As It Is
[00:00.96]I can't help the way my mind
[00:04.10]Is hardwired to hate myself
[00:09.74]'Cause I swear that this is hell
[00:12.81]The way I desperately try to save myself
[00:17.76]'Cause I can't save myself
[00:21.16]A single breath (in empty lungs)
[00:23.25]That's all I got left (gasping for air)
[00:25.43]And a bad idea branded in my brain
[00:28.18]I can't seem to shake
[00:29.30]I can't seem to shake
[00:30.98]Another day (in tired skin)
[00:33.20]I shed and fray (far from desire)
[00:35.09]'Til all I am is textbook misery
[00:37.82]And my own mistakes (my own mistakes)
[00:40.76]And as I've aged the only thing
[00:43.01]I think has changed
[00:44.39]Is that the demons have moved
[00:45.93]From under my bed
[00:47.56]Into the inner depths of my head
[00:50.33]I can't escape the ugly things my mind creates
[00:54.29]I speculate that they'll stay with my 'til the grave
[01:00.02]I can't help the way my mind
[01:03.09]Is hardwired to hate myself
[01:08.94]'Cause I swear that this is hell
[01:12.01]The way I desperately try to save myself
[01:16.90]'Cause I can't save myself
[01:23.73]Can't save myself
[01:29.84]In broken bones (a half-hearted smile)
[01:32.50]I feel at home (I'm proud of nothing)
[01:34.63]I tend to get attached so quick to all
[01:37.17]I've ever known (all I've ever known)
[01:39.89]But I don't seem to know a single f**king thing
[01:43.47]That can save me
[01:44.82]I'm my own worst enemy
[01:49.88]Is there any hope for me
[01:54.23]I can't help the way my mind
[01:57.28]Is hardwired to hate myself
[02:03.08]'Cause I swear that this is hell
[02:06.19]The way I desperately try to save myself
[02:11.07]'Cause I can't save myself
[02:14.96]I'm the boy who chose not to grow up
[02:17.34]And now I'm unprepared for anything
[02:21.70]Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone
[02:24.12]Because the world grew up without me
[02:28.45]I'm the boy who chose not to grow up
[02:30.85]And now I'm unprepared for anything
[02:35.32]Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone
[02:37.62]Because the world grew up without me
[02:42.01]I'm the boy who chose not to grow up
[02:44.41]And now I'm unprepared for anything
[02:48.49](Is there any hope for me )
[02:55.61]Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone
[02:57.88]Because the world grew up without me
[03:02.00](Is there any hope for me )
[03:08.71]'Cause I can't help the way my mind
[03:13.06]Is hardwired to hate myself
[03:18.09]Is there any hope for me
[03:21.03]'Cause I swear that this is hell
[03:25.25]The way I desperately try to save myself
[03:32.03]'Cause I can't save myself