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I was crawling through the silence
With a weight I couldn’t name
Every promise felt like violence
Every prayer just fed the flame
Broken mirrors in the hallway
I don’t recognize my face
I keep screaming for a way out
But I’m locked inside this cage
If I fall tonight
Will you hear me bleed?
I’m still fighting wars
You’ll never see
I’m holding ashes in my hands
From the faith I used to trust
If this is all I am
Then let me burn before I rust
I gave my heart, I gave my breath
I knelt down just to stand
Now I’m choking on the truth
With these ashes in my hands
Every shadow knows my weakness
Every scar remembers why
I kept waiting for forgiveness
While the truth was passing by
I tried praying through the thunder
Tried to silence all the pain
But the louder that I begged you
The more empty that you came
If I break tonight
Will you even care?
I’m still screaming loud
But no one’s there
I’m holding ashes in my hands
From the faith I used to trust
If this is all I am
Then let me burn before I rust
I gave my heart, I gave my breath
I knelt down just to stand
Now I’m choking on the truth
With these ashes in my hands
I followed the light
Straight into the fire
If this is salvation
Why does it hurt like a lie?
Say my name
Before I fade
I gave you everything
I had to give
I’m holding ashes in my hands
From the hope I couldn’t save
If this is how it ends
Then let me rise up from the grave
I lost my soul, I found my voice
I finally understand
I won’t kneel to broken gods
With these ashes in my hands
Ashes in my hands…
But I’m still standing.