Eating Disorders (Explicit)

(heartinloveee)

I'm trapped in this hell, red walls all around

Pentagrams and rituals, dark vibes abound

Hating my body, caught in a trap

Fatphobic thoughts, can't shake the crap

I'm in a dark room, painted all red

Satanic signs spinning in my head

Wrist cut, on cam, can't get out of bed

Gaining pounds, eating pain instead

Hating myself, fat thoughts creep

Want that skinny life, nightmares in my sleep

Feel like crap, can't find my leap

Hating on my body, wounds cut deep

Chowing down junk, in this hellish pit,

Life's on hold, I just don’t give a shit

(x0x0jolyne)

Stop tearing my heart

I can't take it anymore

Im tired of this pain somebody

Come and help me

I'm tired of this pain

I'm gonna blow my ****ing brains

imtired of this pain

somebody come help me

I can't get enough

I need a ****ing rush

need so more Adderall

And need more ****ing ***

I can't enough

I need some more pills

to sleep tonight

To sleep tonight

(v4mpirz)

Gaining all this shit

I think I'm gonna stab my eyes

Taking all these pills

Cause I wanna ****ing die

I might kill myself tonight

Cause I'm messed up in the mind

All these damn rituals

I'm tryna pass time

Demons horns in the night

Telling me die

I'm messed up in the head

Why couldn't I just lie?

I'm gaining all my feelings

I just deserve to die

I'm suicidal in the head

I hate myself

I wanna die