Last Parade (Explicit)

There are times

I feel

Something’s breathing down my neck

And it’s turning

Me towards bad compromises

I would

Never follow through

So I just blame myself

Yeah i fucking blame myself

Sometimes

I feel like i should

never speak about

The things

I’m really craving for

To be at last free

Free from all the demons

That keep holding me

Yeah they keep on holding me

Dopamine levels kicking

Desires are sickening

I keep on just chasing

What stops me from living

Asking me what it would feel like leaving

It would feel like losing all my breathing

Cast away

Letting go of the pain

Letting go of the pain

In this last parade

Letting go of the shame

Letting go of the shame

So better dance dance dance till the break of dawn

This is the last last day with a broken bond

This is the last parade

Letting go of the shame

Letting go of the shame

There are times

I feel

I would never recognize myself

But still

Keep finding myself

In these situations

Feels like I am searching for

What keeps on haunting me

Yeah what keeps on haunting me

Dopamine levels kicking

Desires are sickening

I keep on just chasing

What stops me from living

Asking me what it would feel like leaving

It would feel like losing all my breathing

Cast away

Letting go of the pain

Letting go of the pain

In this last parade

Letting go of the shame

Letting go of the shame

So better dance dance dance till the break of dawn

This is the last last day with a broken bond

This is the last parade

Letting go of the shame

Letting go of the shame

Asking me what it would feel like leaving

It would feel like losing all my breathing

Asking me what it would feel like leaving

It would feel like losing all my breathing