Proud - ORKID
Lyrics by：Kamilla Bayrak/Matilda"Orkid" Melin
Composed by：Anders Gukko
Produced by：Anders Gukko
Tried to drink you away
Take my poison and pray
Held by too many strangers
I've tried eating too much
Then not eating enough
Doubled down every tear
If you could see me now
I don't think you would be proud of me
If you could see me now
I don't think you would be proud
They say you're in heaven heaven
But down here is like hell
They say it gets better better
But there's nothing that helps
I wrapped up innocence
Can no longer feel a thing
Oh if I could make you proud then I would
When you're in heaven heaven
I can't call you for help
I've tried being too much
But it's never enough
There's no me without you without you
Tried every way make a piece of you stay
Won't make memories fade
They say you're in heaven heaven
But down here is like hell
They say it gets better better
But there's nothing that helps
I wrapped up innocence
Can no longer feel a thing
Oh if I could make you proud then I would
When you're in heaven heaven
I can't call you for help
If you could see me now
I hope that you would be proud of me
Just let me take my time
Then I will bring out the best in me
Hm
They say you're in heaven heaven heaven
But down here is like hell
They say it gets better better better better
But there's nothing that helps
I wrapped up innocence
Can no longer feel a thing
Oh if I could make you proud then I would
When you're in heaven heaven heaven
I can't call you for help
