Final Look

My heart is just a room

Filled with all your pain

And my soul is just a mirror

Reflecting your goodbye again

Why won’t you show mercy

To what’s left inside of me?

Tear away the memories

Instead of watching me bleed

My soul is split open, shattered into a thousand parts

And every single piece drags me back into your arms

I’m not asking you to return, not begging you to forgive—

Just take your ghost away and let me finally live

And you, who see my crying, my drowning, all my pain

Who watch me suffocate in silence in this bitter, lonely haze

I don’t care if life continues broken, ruined, torn apart—

If that’s the price I pay to hold your final look within my heart

Your final look…

…that left me with nothing

I’m not afraid of suffering

Nor the endless night to come

If this is the punishment

You chose for what I’ve done

I’m not asking you to save me

Not a drop of sympathy—

All I ask is that you quiet

The echo of your voice in me

And you, who see my crying, my drowning, all my pain

Who watch me suffocate in silence in this bitter, lonely haze

I don’t care if life continues broken, ruined, torn apart

If that’s the price I pay to keep your final look inside my heart

And if this shattered life…

Is all that’s left to hold…

Of that love we once raised…

…as our only flag and hope

AND YOU, WHO SEE MY CRYING, MY DROWNING, ALL MY PAIN!

WHO WATCH ME SUFFOCATE IN SILENCE IN THIS BITTER, LONELY GRAVE!

I DON’T CARE IF LIFE CONTINUES BROKEN, RUINED, TORN APART!

IF THAT’S THE PRICE I PAY TO KEEP YOUR FINAL LOOK WITHIN MY HEART!

…your ghost… and all my pain…

Just your ghost…

And all this hurt…