Stressed and Blessed - 當山みれい
Composed by：Mirei Toyama/Samuel Morris Zornow/Zak Adams Leaver
Produced by：DJ Shiftee
I wake up alone stare right into my phone
Seems like a lot of shh I gotta do today where is my clone
Heartbreak in progress I cried last night and my face is a mess
Now haters want an apology
But I wanna sit back and read my book on sociology
Used to act like I was fine always on my grind
But time won't ever wait for me so much that I need to see
I get stuck in a loop tryna see if I recoup
I'm my own worst enemy gotta love both sides of me
Worst and best stressed and blessed
In my life and mental stop being judgmental
Not what I do it's how I feel
I wanna be loved by me sick of always trying
I wanna be loved by me sick of always trying
Turn off my phone or maybe airplane mode
Gatta get outta here and get away fly to my mother's home
Hop in a hot spring there's no one here to make me sing
I can't switch off my mind
Or even my line my friends are always gossipin takin their time
Wish I had space like them but I got photo shoot at 10
Cause time won't ever wait for me there's too much that I need to be
I get stuck in a loop tryna see if I'll recoup
I'm my own worst enemy can I love both sides of me
Worst and best stressed and blessed
In my life and mental stop being judgmental
Not what I do it's how I feel
I wanna be loved by me sick of always trying for you
Not me you I gotta love me
You not me you I gotta love me
