In a World of My Own... (Explicit)

作词 : Jacob Loaiza

Welcome to my mind, full of dark red clouds

Where it rains my blood and it paints the ground

Where I can't be touched, where the pain fades out

Where the world is mine, where it all goes down

I know that I'm sick in the head, there's something wrong wit' me

I know that I'm better off dead, I'm an anomaly

I know I'm alone in the end but I don't wanna be

Falling down again and again forever constantly

I created this space where nobody can entеr to block out the days I don't wanna remembеr

To make sure I never give in and surender

I have to survive through this gruesome adventure

Night after night, I record and I write all my truest emotions and that saved my life

I was desperate as ****, now I'm reaching new heights

It cost me everything, I paid the price

Since I started doing me, these no-names hate me

I'm just reminiscing on my flashbacks, pay me

I've been through it all, dark times can't phase me

I feel like the best in the game, you can't face me

There ain't no one better than me at making these sad songs

Scrolling through my catalog, I haven't made a bad song

They don't believe the hype, just wait until they catch on

All the stones stoning me became the ones I stand on

Let's take it back to those moments in time

Way back when I put it all on the line

I never I never ran from the grind

I kept on going when I should've died

Let's keep it real, put the bullshit aside

If you were me then you wouldn't survive

If you were me, you'd be burning alive

DempseyRollBoy, I look death in the eye

They tried to play me and ****ed on my plans

They blamed themselves now the world's in my hands

They just don't want me to be who I am

I'm putting off for the broken and damned

I'm spitting **** only we understand

Imagination is all that I have

That's the escape from the ghost of my past

My life was over before it began

Number 1 reject, no one ever wanted me

I was never seen but I never let it bother me

Now I'm someone they all wanna be, I'm a prodigy

Darkness is apart of me, my shadows always watching me

Live by the sword, die by the sword

That's the path that I chose, go to hell or go to war

The battle never ends till you're another corpse

Until you're nothing left, only damage and remorse

Welcome to my mind, full of dark red clouds

Where it rains my blood and paints the ground

Where I can't be touched, where the pain fades out

Where the world is mine, where it all goes down

I know that I'm sick in the head, there's something wrong wit' me

I know that I'm better off dead, I'm been an anomaly

I know I'm alone in the end but I don't wanna be

Falling down again and again forever constantly

Follow me, I'll show you **** that's unthinkable

Everything that you know to be true is fictional

I've seen the light but it's blinding and miserable

It's metaphysical, some would say biblical

Humans are cynical creatures by nature, yet they still chose to believe in a savior

You can't predict their erratic behaviour

Perilous thoughts their consumed by their anger

I'm just a vessel a messengers sent from a different dimension to change your perspective

To leave an impression and share a connection with shattered reflections that battle depression

I'm blowing up, this is my moment

This is the end, my final atonement

Internally damaged, broken components

I was forsaken, since then I've been roaming

I live in a world of my own

Safe haven, I called it my home

A place that nobody can go

No physical forms, only souls

I'm freed of my flesh and my bones

I'm spiraling out of control

I'm dying, I'm giving up hope

Remember the stories I wrote

I carried this weight

My regrets and mistakes got me out display for snakes in my way

Just a freak in casket whose whole life is fake

A creature of habit who found an escape

You cannot fathom the sick complications I faced every day, I was mentally drained

Now I'm a phantom, I left behind anthems

My music is timeless, remember my name