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Ain't got a lot of patience
Too much is on my mind
To enroll in the makings
Of another
Intertwined in the matrix
Entangled in divine
Obligations that I'm driven
To absorb from the jump
But can't take this
Feeling that revolves
And evolves
Through the neural
Pathological vines
Where my hate springs
And brings
No joy
To the individual
The fall
Down to break the collective
Mind sets
Never forget
Where you come from
Where you gone
Where you go
Facing any of your regrets
God I know all about it
And I doubt it
Will I ever feel an inkling
Of a time without it
Begets
Bleeding from my brain
Through intoxicating pain
Mental reeling
Like I'm dealing
With autonomous
Presets
I wanna press reset
Where do I go from here
Abating all the pain and fear, now
So much of my life unclear
Deflating til I disappear, now
Feeling so insincere
Waiting for the shame to clear, now
Hating that I adhere
To the narrative that's in my ear, now
Where do I go from here
Abating all the pain and fear, now
So much of my life unclear
Deflating til I disappear, now
Feeling so insincere
Waiting for the shame to clear, now
Hating that I adhere
To the narrative that's in my ear, now
Got a tendency to lose control
Bottle up my feelings til the fuse is blown
Coddle all the molly wishing to absolve
This fucking nihilistic existential
Thoughts about a meaning and my place to grow
Accustomed to the mediocrity unfold
Conditioning the masses the fascist ritual
Clueless are consumers naive individuals
And I keep on running
Keep on wanting to escape the traffic
Feet are gunning forward but I'm feeling fucking frantic
For the real in knowing
That I'm showing signs of manic
Can't escape the madness overrun with all the panic
Damn it - how do I run from reality
When it - feels like a fake fucking fallacy
Spending time in a comical tragedy
Ending my fucking will for ability
It's time to wake up
It's time to wake up
It's time to wake up
Running from me, running my mouth
Running for freedom, running down south
Running is a feat, for my feet I shout
Running is beneath me, it's all that I'm about
I'm a menace, I confess to the preacher I'm lost
No damn sentence, no repentance, I been nailed to the cross
Impaled and embossed by the marks of the gods
Told to live in fear, disappear at all cost
Against all odds, I am here, I exist
Ruling my kingdom with an iron fist
Oozing with wisdom, intellectualist
Fooling the system, avid anarchist shit
You can never bring me down from my pedestal, fans
Not an issue, I just wish to be a better man
Thought provoking, knowing that I seek to understand
Who I am, who is me, who I wanna be and
Where do I go from here
Abating all the pain and fear, now
So much of my life unclear
Deflating til I disappear, now
Feeling so insincere
Waiting for the shame to clear, now
Hating that I adhere
To the narrative that's in my ear, now
Where do I go from here
Abating all the pain and fear, now
So much of my life unclear
Deflating til I disappear, now
Feeling so insincere
Waiting for the shame to clear, now
Hating that I adhere
To the narrative that's in my ear, now
Where do I go from here
Abating all the pain and fear
So much of my life unclear
Deflating til I disappear
Feeling so insincere
Waiting for the shame to clear
Hating that I adhere
To the narrative that's in my ear
