Stay or Go - Aliza
Lyrics by:Ricky Alone
Composed by:Ricky Alone
Produced by:Aliza
Hmmm hmm
You said you'd call then you disappeared
Left your books on the second shelf
All your shoes lying by the door
Like you might come back for yourself
I keep checking that empty phone
Just a name and a silent scream
I replay what you didn't say
Till the spaces fall in between
Should I stay or go?
I'm stuck in the doorway of us
Half in your arms half in the dust
If I turn around will you even know?
Tell me are we done? We're just moving slow
I'm breaking on this border
Should I stay or go?
There's a tent on your side of the bed where your breathing used to rise
Every frame on the bedroom wall holds a stranger in your eyes
Friends keep asking are you fine? I just smile
Say I don't know
I've been living in almost in the shadow of your ghost
Should I stay or go?
I'm stuck in the doorway of us
Half in your arms half in the dust
If I turn around will you even know?
Tell me are we done? We're just moving slow
I'm breaking on this border
Should I stay or go?
If you walked right now would I run? Would I fall? Would I plead?
You keep holding my heart at a distance like it's something you barely need
I've been waiting on one clear answer but you speaking maybe almost
I can't carry this shaking forever I can't claim to fading hold
Should I stay or go?
I'm stuck in the doorway of us
Half in your arms half in the dust
If I turn around will you even know?
Tell me are we done? We're just moving slow
I'm breaking on this border
Should I stay or go?
So I stand by the open door
One step back one step forward
If you want me say it now
If you don't I'll learn to walk
Take your silence as my answers
Hear it louder than your words
I whisper to the empty room
I choose me and I let you go