Keep Dreaming (Explicit)

I've been dreaming for so long

I don't wanna wake up

I don't wanna face reality

'Cause I'm not her, I'm just me

All of my friends, they know

What to do with their lives

And I'm just here

All their futures planned out

While I know nothing about what I wanna be

I just wanna keep dreaming

And I don't wanna wake up

I still feel like a child

And the numbers, they just don't add up

I just wanna keep dreaming

I'm just scared to admit that I'm here

'Cause what if I can't be

Happy being something

That they want me to be?

I feel like I've led my life wrong

And I don't know what to do

Have I wasted seventeen years of mine?

'Cause I still have no clue

They say I've got so much

Potential to be something

But what is that something?

Everyone simply expects me to be something great but ****

Will they think that I'm great if I just be me?

I just wanna keep dreaming

And I don't wanna wake up

I still feel like a child

And the numbers, they just don't add up

I just wanna keep dreaming

I'm just scared to admit that I'm here

'Cause what if I can't be

Happy being something

That they want me to be?