Doing it for - IDKAATAL
Lyrics by：IDKAATAL
Composed by：IDKAATAL
Arranged by：IDKAATAL
I trade my time for nothing
Draining my hope to reach a goal
To convince myself:
“You're not so worthless I promise”
I pull my note and try to write something
After a while it becomes random scratches
Oh
So tell me
"What am I doing it for?"
When I'm not even a special one
Can not concentrate on the things undone
"What am I doing it for?"
When I'm not making a better one
It must be a sceptical cycle
For some birthday congrats
Some more depression care
Fill some crazy desires
Or some emotion effects
For some birthday congrats
Some more depression care
Fill some crazy desires
Or some emotion effects
Am I writing for a moment a name or a sign?
For some praise that can fade overnight?
For a comment that says that I'm changing some lives?
But how can I deal with mine?
I keep numbing myself trying to give my life some meaning
I keep numbing myself trying to give my life some meaning
I keep numbing myself trying to make my music meaning
So tell me
"What am I doing it for?"
When I'm not even a special one
Can not concentrate on the things undone
"What am I doing it for?"
When I'm not making a better one
It must be a sceptical cycle
Wu oh
Wu oh
Maybe doing it is already a part of what it's for
What it's for
