[00:12.38]Not enough numbers in my bank statements
[00:15.17]My bruddas occupation is to catch pagans
[00:18.14]I used to be so innocent and that's changin'
[00:20.37]Carryin' the world on both my shoulders but my back's achin'
[00:23.91]I used to be concerned about the other side I swear it's been a hundred times I've had to see my mother cry
[00:29.33]Had thoughts of suicide when I found out my brother died I felt to build a time machine to take me to another life
[00:34.67]Where everybody's peaceful
[00:36.29]And family are all honest not deceitful
[00:38.52]And if you die too young then God will guarantee a sequel
[00:41.39]I had to do the most just to be treated as an equal
[00:44.02]I been trynna make us superstars from ordinary people
[00:47.09]It's crazy how a dream can manifest
[00:49.02]I used to be the class clown but now it's me they try impress
[00:51.90]I got some things I should address but if I speak they'll ‘prolly blackball me
[00:55.74]And I can't be another victim in a dad story
[00:58.02]And sometimes I get high and my dreams are so mad
[01:03.38]I'm losing time
[01:04.28]To chase the bag all I'm thinking ‘bout is things I never had
[01:08.86]And I need some patients I'm really trynna get all this solved
[01:14.96]I always tell myself it's never my fault
[01:17.94]And if you can relate then sing to this song go
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[01:44.71]Stuck in my consciousness and trapped in the cycle
[01:47.34]I'm too immersed in my reality and sanity is vital
[01:50.16]I've lost friends because of dumbness, not but once over a jezebel
[01:53.46]If it ever happens then I wish ‘em well, I'm not the type to kiss and tell
[01:57.13]Maybe I should learn my lesson, learning how to swerve depression
[02:00.02]Tryin' hard to search for blessings, figured out my words are weapons
[02:03.01]Fightin' through the many wars of man, if I can win this battle anybody can That's what they never understand
[02:08.58]Is the underdog in many ways, never had a girl in secondary ‘n when I did ‘n we broke up I cried for 7 days
[02:14.41]That's when I rolled up lemon haze in large amounts
[02:16.80]Got grounded so I can't come out
[02:18.11]I didn't have shit to laugh about
[02:19.72]Used to get the 103 to Romford to reminiscing ‘bout my younger times
[02:23.31]Is only 13 and didn't love my life
[02:25.38]I is tired of comin' home ‘n seeing mumzy cry
[02:27.70]School friends were happy ‘n I wondered why, some year 8 called me fat I went on hunger strike
[02:31.97]I is way too effected by opinion, too neglected from the system
[02:35.34]Too protective of my vision
[02:36.68]I got big dreams I swear I never thought that I'd be happy
[02:39.77]I been sheddin' tears from when is bussin nappies now I'm moving like I'm Pablo I'm bossin' it
[02:44.42]All those names they called me ain't forgotten it
[02:46.44]The ball is in my court and now I'm feelin' like I'm Djokovic
[02:49.23]But I don't let it ever let it get on top of me
[02:51.54]I'm trynna live my life and do it properly
[02:54.26]And sometimes I get high and my dreams are so mad
[02:59.75]I'm losing time
[03:00.64]To chase the bag all I'm thinking ‘bout is things I never had
[03:05.22]And I need some patients I'm really trynna get all this solved
[03:11.33]I always tell myself it's never my fault
[03:14.30]And if you can relate then sing to this song go
[03:17.75]Uh oh uh oh
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