Gotta Go (Explicit)

I know this is gonna sound cruel But I’d give a lot to forget about you I wanna go erase the past

And everything you never said

I know this is gonna make me look bad But I no longer want to understand

All the reasons that you messed up Every reason why you fucked me up

You wanna break through my walls

When I just built them to be safe from you You wanna go back to the start

When I just wanna cross the finish line, I

I love you

Yes I do

But I

Gotta go, gotta go

You love me

Yes I know

But I

Gotta go, gotta go

I know that you called me yesterday

And the day before a week from now like every Sunday You tell me that you’re looking forward

To when I will get back to normal, you don’t

Understand that this is what it’s about

That every time it only is about me

I’m the trouble child

And you’re the one who has to bear it, right?

You try to break through my walls

But they are built to keep me safe from you You wanna go back to the start

When I just wanna cross the finish line, I

I love you

Yes I do

But I

Gotta go, gotta go

You love me

Yes I know

But I

Gotta go, gotta go

I can be the bad guy if I have to I can be the bad guy if I have to I can be the bad guy if I have to I can be the bad guy if I have to