Never Be (Explicit)

Do you live with your new family

A wife who’s two years older than my sister

And a son who I just found out about

Almost quarter of a century

Now I’m turning 23

But I'm right where you left me

Wondering 'bout the bodies you buried

Cuz you never tell me shit

You never could admit

You can’t even own up to it

All you gave me was depression

And fear of abandonment

I’ll never know

I’ll never be

The daughter you wanted

(I’m not what you wanted )

You’ll never see

You’ll never be

The father I needed

(You're all that I needed)

You ask why I never call you

Cuz you're always spending time with them

More than you ever did with me

When I was just as special

Mom says that you’re such a liar

I never believed her when I was younger

but now I’m stepping into her shoes

Cuz you never tell me shit

You never could admit

You can’t even own up to it

All you gave me was obsession

That I have with people who don’t love me back

I’ll never know

I’ll never be

The daughter you wanted

(I’m not what you wanted )

You’ll never see

You’ll never be

The father I needed

(You're all that I needed)

You’ll never be

You’ll never be

You'll never be

You'll never be

You'll never be

I’ll never be

I'll never be

I'll never be

I'll never be

I'll never be

I'll never be