Did My Love - NiExshadow
I stayed when it was hard
I held you when you fell
I listened to your heart
When you couldn't speak yourself
I gave you all my time
I gave you all my truth
Now I'm standing here alone
Asking what was true
Was I something real to you?
Or just someone passing through?
Did I matter, even just a little bit?
Did my love ever really fit?
Did I matter when you held my hand?
Or was I easy to forget again?
I learned your broken ways
I learned your quiet pain
I tried to be your home
In every kind of rain
You said my name so soft
Like I was safe somehow
But I hear nothing now
Just silence all around
I replay every truth
Trying to find the proof
Did I matter, even just a little bit?
Did my love ever really fit?
Did I matter when you said stay?
Or was I just someone in the way?
If I disappeared tonight
Would you feel inside?
Would you miss me at all?
Or just sleep through the night?
Did I matter when you needed someone near?
Did I matter when I wiped your tears?
Did I matter before you let me go?
I just need to know
I just need to know
I just need to know
Did I matter?
Did I matter?