Life as a Soap Opera Plot, 26 Years Running

"you said No, this isn't your intentions painted on a mask,

( I can't tell who) is staring back at me

Actors to your marks let's start again, I can't decide how it will end

(I can't think of a fitting end)

Nothing's precious but wait, every single step I take I'm looking for a new escape.

No, don't say I'm still the same.

Save my soul, (dont say my name)

I've tasted everything.

Your gaze, your touch, yet I'm still in my grave.

Cross stitch through my head, poor patchwork

Pull the thread, there's still the same blame

No substance can change,

I can't Save my soul.

I've taken every drink in hopes that i, can cleanse my thoughts,

Please don't let me... make this mistake

If all I wanted was Death, then I would fall in love

But I need a dead end and a live wire

Like i need a hole in my (thats enough)

You make a drunk want another round

Pouring gas on the fire

I try to make it hurt

You try to make me a liar

Take it or leave it

Please don't say, I can't change.

Hold my head, cross the line, help me feel content.

so

Now we're both trapped in the movement, you scream my name, i say we're better off as just empty vessels,

we won't make it out if we throw it all away.

So close your eyes and...

Say your prayers

Its not enough to stay warm

I want to burn in the flame

This sense of life will fade away."