[00:00.00]Childish Major、Tish Hyman - Dream Went Bad (Explicit)
[00:00.00]Written by：Tish Hyman、Childish Major
[00:01.27]You know what you are
[00:02.64]You are so much me
[00:04.92]And you don't know me
[00:06.16]And that's a f**kin' bad way to be ain't it
[00:11.73]I mean you really are me
[00:14.51]You just don't know how to be me
[00:16.54]You always heard here's is a bad situation or a bad thing
[00:20.09]But the problem really here lies that you are a lot like me
[00:26.01]You ain't gon' deal with just any old kind of sh*t right
[00:29.86]She said I'ma beat your a** you punch another hole in my wall
[00:33.91]I'm just tryna show my mom I wanna stay with my dad
[00:36.95]At this point I'm taking shots just to make sure she mad
[00:39.84]She firin' back You can go if you can find where he at
[00:43.77]I was clinging to that dream until that dream went bad
[00:46.96]It's nightmares when your father lightyears away
[00:49.62]If sh*t was heavy wouldn't shed a light tear today
[00:53.28]I drown my problems in Hennessy
[00:56.26]When your mama water and your dad oil
[00:58.59]All they problems is transferred and fast forward
[01:01.48]To where your problems need a task force
[01:03.56]Flippin' through the dictionary tryna find a last word
[01:06.63]F**k it I'ma let you have it since you want it that bad
[01:10.07]No sympathy for them tears feel like you wanna be sad
[01:13.11]All in the moment
[01:14.23]But if we separate just know I wait on your call
[01:17.01]And if it never comes through I'm back to punching these walls
[01:21.31]I'm tryna show you the real in me
[01:24.44]I'm tryna tell how I feel today
[01:27.48]And I don't want you to feel a way
[01:30.06]But I'm just tryna say how I feel today
[01:34.03]I love you I love you I love you I love you
[01:37.52]I just wanna go my way
[01:40.21]I wanna go my way
[01:43.24]I wanna go my way
[01:45.17]I love you I love you
[01:47.66]I just wanna go my way
[01:52.03]I just wanna do it my way
[01:54.51]But I love you I love you yeah
[01:56.94]Ayy she seen hands raised her mama
[01:58.61]So the slightest bit of drama she run away
[02:00.98]And how can I blame her
[02:02.50]Ayy how can I tell her to tame emotions
[02:04.83]Up and down no guidance we fallin' from roller coaster
[02:08.08]Look who you learn from you can burn from
[02:10.56]I seen my father do the same things that yours did
[02:13.65]I know my mother hid the same tears that yours did
[02:16.63]Despite I know when we lit we get to arguin' and sh*t
[02:20.08]Callin' me dog a** ni**a and then I spit out a b**ch
[02:23.02]And make you mad than a b**ch then you start throwin' hits
[02:25.96]And I'm just takin' 'em licks
[02:27.53]Now I can't fathom seeing photos from arrest so we ain't fightin'
[02:30.95]Oh yeah but seen what's wrong so let me try and do the right thing
[02:34.60]I leave this sh*t alone before I throw a shot back
[02:37.34]Hit the liquor store and maybe throw a couple shots back
[02:40.27]Sit here by my lonesome and just wait on your call
[02:43.21]And if it never calls going back to punching these walls
[02:47.55]I'm tryna show you the real in me
[02:50.60]I'm tryna tell how I feel today
[02:53.70]And I don't want you to feel a way
[02:56.24]But I'm just tryna say how I feel today
[03:00.21]I love you I love you I love you I love you
[03:03.51]I just wanna go my way
[03:06.30]I wanna go my way
[03:09.34]I wanna go my way
[03:11.31]I love you I love you
[03:13.85]I just wanna go my way
[03:18.26]I just wanna do it my way
[03:20.64]But I love you I love you yeah
[03:26.17]Ooh-ooh
[03:29.22]Ah-ah
[03:32.31]Ah-ah
[03:39.01]I love you I love you