Everybody's Dancing and I Want To Die - Deaf Havana
I had a plan at 10 years old
To try my best do as I'm told
But that don't catch the pretty peoples' eye
I didn't have the coolest hair
The newest clothes or the richest parents
So I sat alone as the pretty girls walked by
I tried my best at making jokes
Only to trip over my words and choke
So I ran back home and stayed inside my room
I swore I'd never go back alive
Shallow talk breeds shallow minds
But that was just a jealous boy's excuse
'Cause everybody's dancing and I don't feel the same
This room is full of people who barely know my name
And I don't feel like dancing on my own again
Another year without a friend
Another year when I just close my eyes
And dance inside my head
With age comes insecurity
Embarrassment and tragedy
Increasing fear of growing old lonely
I said I'd put on my dancing shoes
But I've got two left feet and no good moves
And the pretty girls found cooler kids than me
So I sat and waited patiently
Until the day I'd finally be asked
But it never came no it never came
'Cause everybody's dancing and
I don't feel the same
This room is full of people who barely know my name
And I don't feel like dancing on my own again
Another year without a friend
Another year when I just close my eyes
And dance inside my head
And I found it hard to take some time out of the days that
I spent wishing I could be
Anyone but me
'Cause everybody's dancing and I don't feel the same
This room is full of people who barely know my name
'Cause everybody's dancing and I don't feel the same
This room is full of people who barely know my name
And I don't feel like dancing on my own again
Another year without a friend
Another year when I just close my eyes
And dance inside my head
Another year when I just close my eyes
And dance inside my head
