i only miss her when im breathing #collarbonelove (Explicit)

fuck if i was bad to you

yk that all i say its almost like never true

god u make me cry, god i wish i wasnt sick

i whip out, aim and click, wish i didnt give a shit

nothing feels right, i cant get over it

kill myself, i might, to live i never fit

i love to kiss ur bones, ure so fkn skinny

collarbone love, i wonder if u feel me

and how much that it takes im the worst

number one for you but i was not the first

ye lets party hard ye lets make u sick, throw up

im made to discard, never picked, show me no love

need a gun, wheres ur god when im killing you

break my heart, into two, it was never you

cocaine heroin let me bleed, it was never you

hold me like you did, never slip, like were made of glue

party on my wrist, make a slit, like i was over you

i can never kiss, god i wish it was never true

i only miss her when im breathing

i was in love now im bleeding

wish i was numb but im needing

my wrist is begging for ur slitting