Too close to care - Nia Nkuna
Lyrics by:Timo Welskopf
Composed by:Timo Welskopf
Produced by:Timo Welskopf
Mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm
Mmm-mmm yeah
You loved me when it was easy
When I stayed soft and ain't get needy
Now I ask for real thing you disappear
Funny how you laugh when I'm not near
You said I changed I really did
Grew up allowed what I used to forgive
But I stayed in your silence
Now I dance to the quiet life's violence
You love when no cost
I kept going and you got lost
Now you scrolling through my name
Like I'm still playing your game
I got too close now I'm too care
You only chase when I'm not there
You want me sweet but I got ache
You want the hype but not the lace
I gave it all and you just stared
Now I'm too far gone yeah okay
You miss the girl who stayed afraid
But I got too close
Now I'm not there
No no no
Yeah yeah yeah
I watch you text another thing
You poured your love but couldn't drink
You think I miss you when it's safe
But real love doesn't show up that late
I used to cry in hidden tones
Now I post it to make you know
You're a lyric in my glow
You're the ghost I outgrew slow
You want me broken
Just enough to need
Your version of fake love
But I write lines not lifeline
And I'm done reading your blind
I got too close now I'm too bright
You blink and lost me in the light
You want the vibe not the pain
You want the sun not the rain
I gave you depth you gave me stairs
Now I'm too far gone again
You miss the girl who used to there
But I got too close
Now I'm not there
Uh-uh
Uh-uh
Uh-uh
Yeah yeah yeah
You said don't change but stay the same
You played it soft I played the flame
You said we could've been great
But you always showed up late
I got too close
Now I'm too free
You only love the old me
I don't break when you forget
I turn heartbreak into flex
You want the past that's not me
I'm the girl you'll never see
Too close to care
Too far to fake our love
What you couldn't take