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One time
If I could just get my mind right
I know my focus ain't aligned right
My thoughts drowning like the ocean
Scattered across four corners
Of my conscious
Feel like I lost all control
Lord
I don't know why you're still blessing me
I don't know how the same s**t be steady stressing me
I do my best
But I'm failing
Been failing just like a newborn tryna take his first breath
My first step
Fell on my a*s
More than 20years later
I'm looking for something to grab
I've been trying to hold to the ledge
That's all I could fit in my hands
I just pray that I never land
Pray for the strength just to climb again
And it's far away from all these people who just like to pretend
And be down
Learning that you won't know nobody's intentions
****a friendship
Friends ain't do nothing for me
Than take me trust and bend it till it broke
And stabbed me in my back just when I thought they had it
These n***as full of tactics
B***hes full of tactics
Reason that I feel so safe at home
See that's what happens when your best friend just snatched up
Every dollar to your name and won't even pick up the phone
I'm just reacting to this h*e who used to have me
Who smashed my partner and ended up having a ****ing family
Family members forgot what it means to come together
I was lost but I got my s**t together
Finally I found me
For n***as who come around when you up
But when you don they go missing and get to flipping
Finally
I found me
For b***hes who plotting but don't be down
Move around and get the hell up out my face
Finally
I found me
For everybody who use anybody for any reason
To leave when you deplete them
Tell them
I found me
Every day I struggle with my demons
Looked up in the mirror when I felt them leaving
Finally
I found me
I learn it through repetition
I'm steady inching
You can't learn if you never listen
I'm steady twisting
My favourite prescription
I blow with my baby
That's it though
I don't ****with you n***as
And no
I ain't fronting you
S**t
I never deep because most n***as I used to depend on
Was just dependent and took for themselves
But never giving
Balance shifted
You wanna think for yourself
Too many partners told me I'd rather be by myself
I'mma lead by myself
I guess that's why the world is selfish
Cause when my time come
There ain't nobody that gon' help me
Mama told me
Never show my hand to nobody
Especially my friends that promise hard to understand
Cause I was tryna come up with my n***as
Thought I was stuck with my n***as
But I learned everybody don't share your visions or your interest
They only see the potential to come up
But as soon as it all fall down
They get to running
Like roaches when you cut the lights on
Ay
Let me make sure my mic gone
I been feeling s**t for a minute
I do my dirt by my godd**n self
I'mma leave this earth by my godd**n self
My n***a
I'm the only one that can stop myself
I watch my back
I know I got myself
That's the real s**t
Don't call my phone when you see that I'm on
See
I been in my zone for way too long
N***a
I found me
For n***as who come around when you up
But when you don they go missing and get to flipping
Finally
I found me
For b***hes who plotting but don't be down
Move around and get the hell up out my face
Finally
I found me
For everybody who use anybody for any reason
To leave when you deplete them
Tell them
I found me
Every day I struggle with my demons
Looked up in the mirror when I felt them leaving
Finally
I found me
I found me
I found me
Tell them I found me
This is why I don't call you
Every time I call you
You don't answer the ****ing phone
And then you don't call back
And then when I do get a hold of you
It's like
Oh man
Why don't you ever call me
What's wrong
Why don't you ever hit me up
Well
This is why I don't hit you up
Cause you never answer your phone
****you
Dre
