Agony's Last

Lacrima the blood of my own blood

Weeping soul portrays the loss, horrendous aphorism

Roses wither, thorns protect the cause of my demise

Watching life becomes still life, a vast appalling flood

Thy bleeding, spasm leading

Spells I have cast and…

… Eyes tearing, heart failing, agony’s last

Every night I stare back

At my dreams in the dark

I can’t go on like this

It is you that I miss

Still pretending I’m strong

Though I wrote you this song

Past is running away - Forever gone -

Catching up with my thoughts every day

Woes depict the karma of my harm

Neural system claims the loss, the fields of shattered dreams

I deprive, I concur, now I sharpen, I will beg

Watch the hated horror scene, my eyes and “My God” screams

I’m bleeding, spasm leading

Spells I have cast and…

… Eyes flooding, I’m falling, agony’s last

Every night I stare back

At my dreams in the dark

I can’t go on like this

It is you that I miss

Still pretending I’m strong

Though I wrote you this song

Past is running away - Forever gone -

Catching up with my thoughts every day

Dark nightmares, but who cares?

A life to numb my mind

Without you, no way through

Two hearts forever bind

Little heart frozen

Little heart grim

You were the chosen

Now silent scream

Fatherhood blooming

Motherhood scene

Endless and priceless

End less obscene