Myself (Clean) - Lute/DEVN
Lyrics by:Luther Nicholson/Samuel Troxel/Devin Mitchell
Composed by:Luther Nicholson/Samuel Troxel/Devin Mitchell
I'm not an introvert I really just don't f**k with n***as
So to myself nowadays it's really hard to read intentions
Funny how people who act distant say you actin' different
Trust me if I don't f**k with you I keep it consistent ah
Life's a challenge so for balance had to right some wrongs
If it don't bring me peace then please don't call my phone
Watch your tone n***as want so much I wish I had a clone
Feelin' like Tyrese what more you want from me
I just want my baby
Lifestyle drive me crazy who the f**k gon' save me
N***as tryna play me
Contemplating daily if I should blow this b***h up
Kick a door then load this b***h up hold this b***h up
I'm Pac it's Bishop you timid as f**k n***as switch up
Every time a n***a see a n***a close to the bread
I'm close to the edge try a n***a
I got n***as that'll come for your head
While my daughter sleep in comfort instead
Try a n***a I got n***as that'll come for your head
Way too much goin' on Do Not Disturb on my phone
Where I lay my head don't feel like home
And n***as wonder why I be in my zone
Way too much goin' on Do Not Disturb on my phone
Where I lay my head don't feel like home
And n***as wonder why I be in my zone
Lay my head down and I pray to the Lord
Wanna be by myself
Leave me I'll be good all alone
All good by myself yeah
People switch up quick that's what you find out fast
So ironic that you'll be the one to find out last
They throw stones at your character but be a house of glass
We in this b***h until I f**king crash and if it's out of gas
And even then we push this b***h to make it last s**t
All my life I've been pushing just to make it past s**t
Sippin' fortys from a paper bag s**t
I paid my dues who gon' pay it back
The day I signed I always play it back
'Cause all those nights I challenged God like n***a where you at
Yet still I pray my only peace of Heaven was the hope inside
Held back my tears yet half the s**t I couldn't cope inside
Never thought that my life and dreams would ever coincide
'Cause I remember nights I asked myself like Who the f**k am I
Living legend now I'm that f**king guy you wonder why
'Cause fake it until you make it was always a f**king lie
Back against the wall my only flaw was if I never tried
Back against the wall my only flaw was if I never tried