Listen, I've had a hell of a time in this position
Drying my eyes
It's an addiction
Letting it out but never letting it go
Oh, I suppose I need to take time
Cuz I've been letting myself fall by the wayside
Hiding myself in the darkness from the daylight
If I keep going and going
I'm gonna lose my mind
But if I reach out
And grab ahold of something
Could I get over the feeling of coming up with nothing
But my demons always follow closely behind
And so coming back to haunt me
It's all my fault, that's what you want me
To believe
If I break through
What I thought I knew
If I stay true
I'm through with counting losses
Taking too many precautions
Take my life and make it new
I'll teak it up from the roots
I'm getting bored with being blue
It's getting harder
I'm taking my time with it all
There's no vacation from faking my smile
Just a wall and a ceiling, the devil and the deep blue sea
I have a feeling
He'll be coming for me
It's a make or break situation this time
I have to put it in gear and just learn how to drive
This winding road, I might just lose my mind
But if I reach out
And grab ahold of something
What if I notice a change in me all of a sudden
But my demons always follow closely behind me
Can I choose to change it all
Am I doomed always to fall
Will the memories
Always get me
Is the promise of betterment empty
I will choose to change it all
I will leave here standing tall
Make the best be
Leave all the rest be
I don't need you to let me
Even when it's all
Coming back to haunt me
It's all my fault, that's what you want me
To believe
If I break through
What I thought I knew
If I stay true
I'm through with counting losses
Taking too many precautions
Take my life and make it new
I'll tear it up from the roots
I'm getting bored with being blue
