Promise (Explicit)

You said you miss me,

Now I'm falling apart in polite conversations,

while someone I trust keeps saying,

I should make a list of all the things that you’ve done

or the whole situation could swallow me up.

But maybe I dread the mystery of falling in love?

It’s a fight with my patience,

and it’s fucking me up just hearing

you say you love me, when I’m fighting a rut,

and i’m so fucking sorry.

I made you think you weren’t enough.

You shook me to my core.

Kicked down my fucking door.

Inject me with a cure, cos I’m to fucking insecure

to speak about that night.

Ego death by suicide.

Pack my bags. Ignore the signs.

I promise you, I'll make this right.

It’s all my fault.

We lost it all.

It’s all my fault.

We lost it all.

You try to kiss me while I’m holding your heart

in a vice with complacence, and lacking the guts to say it.

I feel it hit me now you’re folding your arms

as I try to explain that I'm breaking your heart.

But maybe I dread the mystery of falling in love?

It’s a fight with my patience,

and it’s fucking me up just hearing

you say you love me, when I’m fighting a rut,

and i’m so fucking sorry.

I made you think you weren’t enough.

You shook me to my core.

Kicked down my fucking door.

Inject me with a cure, cos I’m to fucking insecure

to speak about that night.

Ego death by suicide.

Pack my bags. Ignore the signs.

I promise you, I'll make this right.

It’s all my fault.

We lost it all.

It’s all my fault.

We lost it all.

You shook me to my core.

Kicked down my fucking door.

Inject me with a cure, cos I’m to fucking insecure

to speak about that night.

Ego death by suicide.

Pack my bags. Ignore the signs.

I promise you, I'll make this right.

It’s all my fault.

We lost it all.

It’s all my fault.

We lost it all.