Amends

I have made amends, I have forgotten where things start and end

I've been laying low, letting days wash over. over flow

But time is passing again. It's moving - lifeless circles stretch and bend

I slipped into the ether - tripped and fell, squirmed around, slid deeper

Rolling vistas widened, then I died and came to undeground

As far as the eye could see a shapeless void had swallowed me

Suck it in, spit it out - I’m all chewed up inside

I can’t make up my mind

I don’t know if it makes sense, I’ll try explain. Don’t Lose intrest

I’ve been paralysed by choice, blistered and stuck and I’ve lost my voice

Now I’m trying to move things along, i wrote new parts but played them wrong

I have re-examined things that happened quite a while ago

Re-opened the wound and waded through layers of deep maroon

I looked into a scab and let it decide if I’m good or bad

Suck it in, spit it out - I’m all chewed up inside, I can’t make up my mind

Decision over ride, I can’t make up my mind, I’m waiting for a sign

To prove to me it’s fine again

I’m waiting for a sign

Ro prove to me it’s fine again

I’m waiting for a sign