This Ain't Sublime (Explicit)

It's my transient mortal passion

Joy, grief, sympathy, shame

Love, rage, sadness

How does one manage

Control over all facets

Of this gem we call emotions

I've been lacking in search

For true understanding

My days gone been damning

I know it don't correlate

With the man called jack Napier

His past darker

Than his nemesis black saviour

Beaten and bruised

Tortured and used by society

Still walked on

By but everybody got A-verge

We don't comprehend

We don't realize

**** your acclaimed gems

That supposedly shine a light

Take centre stage preaching

Away the cameras live

But that same energy

Never met when it's you and I

Monsters and tormentor

Menace and oppressors

Never forged over night

Words are like kryptonite

If assembled a certain

Way and include some elements

Malicious and negative

Your intentions are primitive

The funny thing is that...

It's been like this

It's been in motion ever

Since Kane killed able

I feel a sense of fire

That was born that day

Envy, jealousy, spite, greed...

You want em all on their knees

Dancing like stooges

Until you're pleased...

But Before we part ways

I leave you with this gem you need

A poem I've read before somewhere

Reads as so...

The truth is this

Every monster you've met

Or will ever meet

Was once a human being

With a soul that was light

As silk

Someone stole

That silk from their soul

And turned them into this

The rage inside

Me nigga it gets deep

As deep as your love

For deprecating a being

Screaming all

Eyes on me hoping

That your attention is found

But you crowned

My pain as being weak

The rage inside me

Bout to break I fear

The choice was suicide

Or you'll die right here

This ain't sublime

And I scream it out five times

This ain't sublime now

Your consequences are here

Screaming out the devil made it

Heavens gate is far from reach

The churches been contaminated/

Laughing at my tribulation

***** your trials coming

God on the way make

Sure your DNA microscopic

You wanna play

Fire with fire *****

Just know...

You're gonna come up short

Shorter than Leon's sidekick

Then pee on your ashes

At the back playing Travis P-O-Y-G

Gripping your world

In my hands *****

Wass hannin'

The choice was suicide

Or you'll die right here...

This ain't sublime now

Your consequences are here...

The rage inside

Me nigga it gets deep

As deep as your love

For deprecating a being

Screaming all eyes

On me hoping

That your attention is found

But you crowned

My pain as being weak

So when you

See a monster next

Always remember this

Do not fear

The thing before you

Fear the thing

That created it instead