Hallway bulb, a borrowed sun 走廊里的那盏灯,像一轮借来的太阳
Spilling through the apartment door 从公寓门缝里,静静洒了进来
TV snow with the volume gone 电视只剩下无声闪烁的雪花
Painting weather on the floor 像在地板上,画出一场模糊的天气
I leave one lace half undone 我故意留下一边鞋带,没有完全系好
Like I might still disappear 好像下一秒,我还是会从这里消失
3:17 in silver light 银白色的光里,时间停在了3点17分
Flickers once, then isn't here 它轻轻闪了一下,然后就不见了
Every room becomes a station 每一个房间,都像变成了一座没有终点的车站
When the walls begin to hiss 当四周的墙壁开始传来细碎的杂音
I can almost catch a sentence 我好像就快听清那一句话了
Right before the signal slips 可就在信号消失以前,它又从耳边溜走
Out of phase, out of phase 错开了一点,又错开了一点
Your silence lands a second late 你的沉默,总是晚了一秒才落到我这里
Like my face in window glass 就像映在窗玻璃里的那张脸
Moving where I never stay 明明还在移动,却从来没有真正停留
White noise, soft blue rain 白色噪点,像一场轻轻落下的蓝色雨
Someone breathing through the grain 好像有人隔着模糊的颗粒,轻轻呼吸
I lean closer to the dark 我慢慢靠近那片黑暗
And hear my own heart change 然后听见自己的心,也悄悄变得不一样
Headlights smear across the blinds 车灯从百叶窗上慢慢拖出一片光
Like wet paint that won't dry through 像一层始终没有干透的颜料
Old thoughts bloom in broken pixels 那些旧日的念头,在破碎的像素里重新盛开
Half in time and half in blue 一半留在时间里,一半沉进蓝色之中
Maybe memory's a camera 也许记忆本来就是一台相机
With the focus set too wrong 只是它的焦点,总是偏了一点
Making halos out of absence 于是那些已经不在的东西,也被照出了柔软的光晕
Turning static into song 连杂乱的噪点,也慢慢变成了一首歌
I retune the same few seconds 我一遍又一遍,重新调试那短短几秒
Till they bend around my name 直到它们轻轻弯曲,围住了我的名字
Nothing answers all at once 从来没有什么,会一下子给我答案
It just glows, then fades again 它只是亮起片刻,然后再一次慢慢暗下去
Out of phase, out of phase 错开了一点,又错开了一点
Your silence lands a second late 你的沉默,依然晚了一秒才抵达我这里
Like my face in window glass 就像窗玻璃里,那张若隐若现的脸
Moving where I never stay 一直在移动,却始终没有真正停下来
White noise, soft blue rain 白色噪点,又变成一场安静的蓝色雨
Someone breathing through the grain 好像还有人隔着那些颗粒,在很远的地方呼吸
I lean closer to the dark 我又一次靠近那片黑暗
And hear my own heart change 然后听见自己的心,正在一点一点改变
If I tune this night too sharply 如果我把这个夜晚调得太过清晰
Will the whole thing disappear 它会不会反而整个消失不见
If I give the noise a body 如果我真的给这些噪音,一个可以触碰的形状
Will it finally stay here 它是不是终于,就愿意留在这里
Maybe I was never lost 也许我从来都没有真正迷路
Just arriving out of phase 只是抵达这个世界的时候,稍微错开了一点
Not behind, not far from life 我没有落在谁的身后,也没有离生活很远
Only lit a different way 只是被另一种光,轻轻照亮着
Screen goes black, the hiss remains 屏幕终于暗了下去,可那些细碎的杂音还留在那里
Morning gathers at the frame 清晨的光,一点一点聚在窗框边
I don't sleep, I just grow thinner 我没有睡去,只是在漫长的夜里变得越来越轻
In the blue between two names 在两个名字之间,那一小片安静的蓝色里