Request Denied (Explicit)

I know I lied in my songs at least twice

when I cried that We Are Not Gonna Die

And let's face it, there's no haven

The sirens leave us to drown

I poured my heart out but I guess nothing's changing

And I can't help but feel like I can't run away

I wrote a thousand songs about depression but I'm still depressed

Sang a hundred lines about progression but I'm still a mess

I hoped I'd die at least a couple of times

Request denied, guess I'm not gonna d

ie

And let's face it, there is no heaven

Disappointing but at least I learned my lesson

I poured my heart out but I guess nothing's changing

And I can't help but feel like I can't run away

I wrote a thousand songs about depression but I'm still depressed

Sang a hundred lines about progression but I'm still a mess

But I’m still a mess

And for a million years I let it disappear

A hundred days have gone by without me moving on

I tried to deny it

And I tried so hard to define it

but I learned that i cannot

hide it

so I will stop to blame it on me

**** it

I poured my heart out but I guess nothing's changing

And I can't help but feel like I can't run away

I wrote a thousand songs about depression but I'm still depressed

Sang a hundred lines about progression but I'm still a mess

but I'm still a mess