Pills - Judeo
Have a script on the count, I'll spare it
Got to talk my ear, I don't care for it
Text from you, read that, stand and vanish quick
Guess I pushed you to the edge, now I'm there with it
2 AM, scrolling through the damage list
Photos of us, I can't stand that shit
Swear I changed, but I'm back in the cabinet
Little white lies and a plastic eye gravity
Pills on the table, heart on the floor
Say that I'm stopped, then I'm back for more
Chasing that fatal, I don't feel sore
Pills on the table, you at the door
Missed calls from my brother, I ain't hit back
He can hear it in my voice how I slip back
Mom praying that I find where the switch at
I just want another strip in a gift wrap
I remember when I crushed with my worst fear
Now I swallowed and I crushed to the blurred tears
Take a photo with a grin for the feed there
And I'm slumped in the dark when the screen cleared
Pills on the table, heart on the floor
Say that I'm stopped, then I'm back for more
Chasing that fatal, I don't feel sore
Pills on the table, you at the door
I line them up like little regrets
One by one till I'm numbing the chest
If I flush them, do I still feel this mess
If I call you, will you answer the text
