Therapy (Explicit)

I'm all in my head

And out of my body

I'm not really present

And that's kinda depressing

Sometimes I wake up

And cry for no reason

I fooking hate it

I wish I could escape it

Honest to God I wish I was

Somebody different on my bad days

So you could only feel my love

And know you're not the one that I blame

I've been going to therapy

I've been working on me

Make myself priority

I've been working on me

For me, for you, for us

For me, for you, for us

I've been going to therapy

I've been working on me

Dealing with my **** going deep

I've been working on me

For me, for you, for us

For me, for you, for us

Wish I could make you a carbon copy

Of me when I'm happy to use when I'm not

And damn I feel empty and it's kind of ironic

'Cause there's so much to feel, so I just turn off

Honest to God I wish I was

Somebody different on my bad days

So you could only feel my love

And know you're not the one that I blame

I've been going to therapy

I've been working on me

Make myself priority

I've been working on me

For me, for you, for us

For me, for you, for us

I've been going to therapy

I've been working on me

Dealing with my **** going deep

I've been working on me

For me, for you, for us

For me, for you, for us

Honest to God I wish I was

Somebody different on my bad days

So you could only feel my love

And know you're not the one that I blame