idk how to explain it (i need a space to breathe)

I dont know how to explain it

This feelin

When you hate everything

Dont even wanna get out of ma bed

Can you tell me how you live your life?

I hate this song

I hate ma self

And everyone around me

When erbody's sleeping

My minds going crazy

Im tryin to go out side

When the suns up

People look at me like im a freak

Im afraid to stare at their eyes

I keep talkin to ma self in the crowd

I won't fit in

I need a space to breathe

I’ll do anything to breath

All these pilly savе me temporary

And killing me slowly

Maybе this song is a sign i need a help

But nobody but me

That only can save me

Can you tell me how you live your life?

I hate my mine

I hate this world

And every thought in ma mind

When erbody's sleeping

My minds going crazy

Im tryin to go out side

When the suns up

People look at me like im a freak

Im afraid to stare at their eyes

I keep talkin to ma self in the crowd

I won't fit in

I need a space to breathe