Save Your Tears (Explicit)

(I guess)

I gotta keep my tears saved for another day

tryna give myself kudos like a payday

cant even pray about it when its Sunday

who knows if I'm still here by Monday

drinking in the booth tryna wish the pain away

the sip distracts me from my everyday to day

alcohol just makes the pain go for that day

keep it going that's how i keep the pain away

**** a gateway I'm breaking the doors down

you said you'll never leave baby but you let me down

now I dont chase my drinks I just sip em down

cant even smile now my smile turned to frown

insecurity got the best of me more than a few times

showed my love to you baby more than a few times

how smooth I'm flowing baby it should be a crime

I'm after more than simply nickel and dimes

I'm after the bag we're not the same

I do that daily baby even when I can't

I know some people that desperately lack a plan

they gon keep going until they fall and can't

how you a writer but cant read between the lines

I'mma keep going baby like the sands of times

got myself out of a mood now its game time

manifesting success like this is my time

nowadays I pray with both of my eyes open

going off the deep end baby wish me luck

I don't even trust god like I used to (shiiit)

I don't love you like I used to

so if we try again know that times changed

now I'm just after the body not the wedding ring

maybe with another girl I'll find the wife

ain't got time to deal with all the strife

im sorry baby I gotta be there for myself now

being a better me is what I'm working for

built body with the educated mind to match

it's just hard work there's no sneaky catch

I'm sorry baby if I'm being way too harsh

I would name drop but I'm not petty

you'll see how I far come in due time

but now it's back to work, this is my time

I'm sorry baby if I'm being way too harsh

I'm not apologizing for this and that

I'm saying it because you lost a good one

so for me save your tears, this is my time

this is me said my side now im out of hand

i dont think i will ever give you another chance

you'll see how I far come in due time

but now it's back to work, this is my time (yeah)