Can’t Close My Heart (Explicit)

I can’t close my heart,

Sow me up, it hurts too much

If I map these scars I’ll lose my way

A lonely star again

But I was brighter

Than the one before

I was brighter

I was brighter

Than the one you saw

Wearing all black getting lost in greyness

Hates in grained tryna raise vibrations

Got so much rage it’s outrageous,

Save my peace right now it’s endangered,

Yo tell me what the hell this place is

**** your taste my water ain’t flavoured,

I’m never gunna be their favourite

I’ll fight this **** till I end up nameless,

Favours, save it,

Since nineteen I’ve been chasing pavements,

Searching, craving,

When I put a big fat gun in your mouth try tell my I’m aimless

Only aim for the top like shop signs

Not my job to protect my aggressors

No more saviours

I ain’t worried bout flexin

Just myself that I’m besting

Best in show no question

destination unknown

Get a taste of my flow you’ll know that

I’m no joke but I’ll still die jesting

I speak truth and eat fruit

Revenge on course cause I got a sweet tooth

Shark or not man I still see food

I was raised by wolves

Butter side down no rules

Flip that bread to break fast no school

Could change the heart I got try

Dictate the path I’m on,

Mum didn’t raise no..

Mother just raised a deep learner

Got it on lock man I’m a key worker

so be cool

Let get my breath back

Who stole my breath man?

who stole my wings?

I got my lunch all wrapped in cling

got my love all trapped in sin

Crashed and spinned

doing doughnuts around the points

I miss

Flipping coins to decide how to live

Bags splitting when I take out the bins

But I’ll feed the foxes gladly

I’ve developed a tick from ticking boxes

That’s not my name

That’s just a placeholder for pain

I’ll grow into space

Multiverse me got infinite plans

to birth flames

Multiverse me

And if I die there’s an infinite number of times

I break free