So Alone - Kaspa
Composed by：Stephen Robert Brady
And I been going through hell
Put in a vicious spell
Blinded by the light
Cross course stumbled and fell
I'm feeling so alone
I think I'm bout to explore
A system over load
I can't believe is this happening again
You should've known that it would
Another broken attempt
Why'd you think that you could
I just followed my heart
Now look where it's got you
A man torn apart
And you thought she was special
I felt that she was
But she packed up and left you
Am I fooling myself
That's exactly the issue
But it's just how I am I'm all in or nothing
And that's fine but sometimes it leaves you with nothing
Believe me I've learned and I've lived through to see it
You've given her something you didn't want her to leave with
And I can't get it back and inside it's killing me
It's true but it's due to your own vulnerability
I thought all I gave would save this demise
What you thought that you had wasn't the same in her eyes
I relished in sunshine she brought to my life
And that light is what blinded you next time you'll think twice
And I been going through hell
Put in a vicious spell
Blinded by the light
Cross course stumbled and fell
I'm feeling so alone
I think I'm bout to explore
A system over load
All I ever wanted was for you to be sure
But that wasn't the case you could never of had
What she lacked in the first place
I thought she would change
That's not what she wanted
But I once was the same and was haunted with horrid
She wasn't asking for help
But I pushed her to take it I'll do it myself
I can still hear her say it
You thought you could save her from dangers of darkness a stranger
But savior from demonic tortures
I lent her my guidance
But it wasn't your place too
And she met me with silence
Now look how she withdrew she knew what you'd been through
And knew you were strong
All along all she wanted was to not feel alone
If only I'd known I'd have shown more restraint
True if you knew maybe you would've changed
I bled from my heart I just want her back
Like I said you can't lose something you never had
And I been going through hell
Put in a vicious spell
Blinded by the light
Cross course stumbled and fell
I'm feeling so alone
I think I'm bout to explore
A system over load
And it's like I've been through this struggle
You've been through the pain
Had it up to here
Almost drove you insane
As these walls close in
Heart beats through the chest again
An internal battle
But I can't let it get the best of me
And I've been through this struggle
Been tortured by pain
Had it up to here
And it drove you insane
As these walls close in
Heart pounds through my chest again
I'm done with these battles
And they'll never get the best of me
It's like you've learned to move on
I'll just let it be
But you wrote her this song
It's more so for me my music influence is used as my outlet
And soothes and induces my views which are heart felt
I know she's the same
With artistic expression
How we cope with the pain
And rise from depression
Just remember who fought for you gave you their all
Fates mating of souls so close then ignored
And I been going through hell
Put in a vicious spell
Blinded by the light
Cross course stumbled and fell
I'm feeling so alone
I think I'm bout to explore
A system over load
