I Don’t Know What This Is

I don’t know what this feeling is

Is it you or the life I’m in

I don’t know if I’m breaking down

Or just standing still on this ground

We didn’t break it off, we didn’t collide

No sharp goodbye, no wounded pride

Messages slow, days pass by

I don’t check your name, I don’t ask why

I’m not curious where you go

Or who you are when I don’t know

Not holding on, not letting go

Just drifting in a space between us both

Is this sadness, is this rage

Or just being tired of this page

I search for reasons late at night

But nothing clearly comes to light

I don’t know what this feeling is

I don’t know what I miss

I don’t know if I should stay

Or leave this undefined place