Lola (Explicit)

作曲 : Sam Edwards

作词 : Sam Edwards

Snow falls this time, for a little bit

Inside, there's a little kid

Opens here eyes just weeks after Christmas

Ask mum"Where is dad? Why's he missing this?"

Love he's been gone for some time

But in her head she can't figure out why

Cos she's only young so the fights don't seem

Like it's dad being drunk every night

So he never hit mum on that Christmas eve

Cos her ears block out every household scream

And a broken home is safer for a girl growing up

Than a man that swore that he wasn't sleeping with the girl next door

So he had to go and he said

Darling why'd you think I do this?

I've been ****ed in the head since I was a kid

And that's not an excuse it just is what it is

And that girl means nothing, it was just a fling

And I won't do this no more

Cos I'll fix up and mend this home, but you won't walk out that door

Rain pours this time, just a little

Outside of a young boy's bedroom window

Sounds of knocking on his door crescendo

His dad won't stop cos he's going mental

All cos he's drunk and he's high

That little boy is scared that he will die

And he's only young so the fights just seem

Like it's him in the ring with a king so he never hits back

He just cries then leaves

And it's this that has led to the life he leads now

And a broken home might be the cause of the man that this boy has become

And all the pain to his family that he has brought so he has to go, but now he says

Darling why'd you think I do this?

I've been ****ed in the head since I was a kid

And that's not an excuse it just is what it is

And the girl means nothing, it was just a fling

And I won't do this no more

Cos I'll fix up and mend this home, but you won't walk out that door

Daylight breaks right through a window pane

Onto a daughter broken because her dad ain't the same

She used to see him every day but now things have changed

Because mummy is getting sick of daddy's little games

But little Lola thought that that's how dad's supposed to play

She didn't realize that she was not supposed to lay

And could say no to dad and tell mum and she'd hopefully be able to get help when she catches daddy go to rape

And daddy may be ****ed up

Cos his dad was a rough cunt

But that is no excuse to give the ones around you tough love

You have a life and it is up to you to make the most of

And some are dealt a bad hand but that means that you must muster up

Some kind of strength to make sure that all of your loved ones

Have it better than you because otherwise it is just a vicious cycle of people tryna climb out of the gutter

But dad will never change so it's just Lola and her mother

Father why did you do all this

Laying hands on my mum, in the bathroom I hid

And you've got no excuse for the things that you did

Cos it's me you abused when I was a kid

And I won't do this no more

So you're locked up, my life's my own

Now my future is secure