POSSUM (Explicit)

I’ve been playing possum

Cause I want to survive

But if you really love something

You’ve gotta learn to learn to let it die

I wanna stop running

Wanna wring myself dry

Gonna pack up and take my whole body to the scene of the crime

I keep pulling the string, I keep fighting the sting

I keep putting it off but I’m tired of the same old thing

Oh ‘cause it’s always something

But don’t wanna burn my bridge entirely

I’ve gotta let go and see what comes out alive

Don’t wanna brace for nothing

I’m pulling the bandage off and let it bleed

You best believe that I’m done playing possum

I’m gonna let myself feel everything

Gonna let it blossom

Gonna let it cut deep

**** your “heart on your sleeve”

Gonna really feel something

Stop pretending that it’s just me

Wanna feel better

Do you wanna feel better?

I really wanna try

Go and let yourself cry

But I’m scared of the things that I’ve buried I might just find