I feel so lost, where do I go from here?
Every step I take just brings me near my fears
Lately I've been surviving, not really living
Tryna find a reason to keep on forgiving
Myself for the chances I let disappear
The dreams I buried deep, they whisper in my ear
And I tell myself it's fine
Maybe I'll heal with time
But the clock don't slow for no one
And I'm stuck in rewind
As long as I'm still breathing, I think I'm good, I guess
Still searching for my purpose, in this world of stress
Got two decades and a half under my belt
But I'm not getting younger, that's the hand I'm dealt
As long as I'm still breathing, I think I'm good, I guess
Still searching for my purpose, in this world of stress
Got two decades and a half under my belt
But I'm not getting younger, that's the hand I'm dealt
Still stuck in the past, can't seem to let go
It's killing me softly, but I don't let it show
Got pain in my chest, and peace on delay
Tryna find my faith somewhere along the way
They say the light comes when the night fades
But I've been living in the shade
Maybe I'm meant to fall before I rise
Maybe my purpose hides behind the cries
Every scar, every tear, every loss I've known
Is leading me back to where I'll call home
As long as I'm still breathing, I think I'm good, I guess
Still searching for my purpose, in this world of stress
Got two decades and a half under my belt
But I'm not getting younger, that's the hand I'm dealt
As long as I'm still breathing, I think I'm good, I guess
Still searching for my purpose, in this world of stress
Got two decades and a half under my belt
But I'm not getting younger, that's the hand I'm dealt