Scared to Heal

Silence isn’t quiet like before

I keep destroying myself so you can’t do it anymore

No chance to restore

I guess our hearts didn’t align

I tried to save yours, while you broke mine

I left part of my soul at your door

You couldn’t get the words out your mouth

You closed the door and locked me out

I wanted to vanish, kill the lights, keep pretending

But I can’t keep pretending

Now I’m scared to heal

How can I feel alive

No I can’t keep it concealed

When you lay awake at night

Do I ever cross your mind

‘Cause you’re still on mine

Now I’m scared to feel

When you left, you stole the better part of me

They were hidden in plain sight

But I couldn’t reunite with myself

Do your remember me

The girl who felt so much love

I can’t remember her

She feels like a bad dream

You couldn’t get the words out your mouth

You closed the door and locked me out

I wanted to vanish, kill the lights, keep pretending

But now I can’t keep pretending

Now I’m scared to heal

How can I feel alive

No I can’t keep it concealed

When you lay awake at night

Do I ever cross your mind

‘Cause you’re still on mine

Now I’m scared to feel

When you left, you stole the better part of me

They were hidden in plain sight

But I couldn’t reunite with myself