Cigarettes (Explicit)

I feel like I could use your cigarettes

One big breath in like a silhouette

A smoke-like clean air fills my diamond hair

Before I collapse

Before I confess

Tell me tattoos hurt less than what I put you through

You thought you made it out

And had nothing to lose

But baby I will tell you little secret language

I learned to talk without being angry

A B C D You learn to spell my name

E F G H show me secret cage

I J K L I am a nightmare

To fall for me they say is just unfair

Now I tell you something noon else can know

You were my secret little Rendez-vous

You came like a surprise I bought for myself

But you were the one

To quickly unpack

A B C D You learn to spell my name

E F G H show me secret cage

I J K L I am a nightmare

To fall for me you said was just unfair

When it's late at night

And there is no one around

You recall the vows I know they were trite

And then I blow you a kiss

Just so show you a twist

And bury the night

Far in our mind

When the end is near

There is nothing to fear

Being by your side

Should come more around

And you say you saved me from myself

But I know my demons never left

The smoke left ghost opens the door

Oh **** again my August encore