[00:00.06]I gotta find my way outta hell
[00:00.75]I gotta find my way alone
[00:05.52]I see myself dead by suicide
[00:10.86]By a knife gun a blade or hanging high
[00:13.50]Will I be safe or will I die
[00:14.97]Can I stop the voices deep inside
[00:40.50]My mind my mind my mind my mind my f**king mind
[00:42.87]Dead to me You're dead to me
[00:43.53]You're dead to me all dead to me
[00:45.36]You're dead to me all dead to me
[00:57.30]You're dead to me
[00:57.81]Oh My F**king God
[00:59.76]I'm a victim I've lived through disaster
[01:02.28]Pushed too far this is the reaction
[01:03.21]I hate your lies
[01:05.12]I hate my life
[01:05.73]Dead to me You're dead to me
[01:07.95]You're dead to me All Dead to me
[01:09.48]Dead to me You're dead to me
[01:10.14]You're dead to me All Dead
[01:30.27]Oh My F**king God
[01:30.54]I'm a victim I've lived through disaster
[01:31.38]Pushed too far this is the reaction to you
[01:34.29]I hate your lies
[01:35.01]I hate my life
[01:35.34]Hoping I'll find a way
[01:35.82]A way to live dead together
[01:36.57]A way to hide my fears a way to disappear
[01:39.45]I can't fake it I won't make it
[02:06.90]I'll just hate it I can't fake it
[02:09.38]I won't make it I just hate it
[02:10.47]I can't take it
[02:12.81]I can't change it I can't take it I can't take it
[02:13.95]I won't make it no
[02:15.87]Dead to me you're dead to me
[02:16.83]You're dead to me all dead to me
[02:18.54]You're dead to me all dead to me
[02:19.44]You're dead to me
[02:19.83]Dead
[02:21.09]Dead You're soon to be dead
[02:21.87]I put a 12 gauge under my chin
[02:22.92]Dead
[02:32.58]Dead You're soon to be dead
[02:33.54]I put a 12 gauge under my chin
[02:35.64]Dead to me you're dead to me
[02:37.62]You're dead to me all dead to me
[02:42.18]You're dead to me all dead to me
[02:43.05]You're dead to me all dead
[02:44.52]Oh my f**king god
[02:44.82]I'm a victim I've lived through disaster
[02:47.07]Pushed too far this is the reaction
[02:48.18]Died a thousand times again and again
[02:50.01]In my mind I have died
[02:50.55]I have slowly withered
[02:53.49]I have slowly withered
[02:54.15]A died thousand times again and again
[02:55.26]In my mind I have died
[02:55.77]I have slowly withered
[02:56.25]I have slowly withered
[02:56.91]Died a thousand times again and again
[02:58.62]In my mind I have died
[02:59.34]I have slowly withered
[03:01.53]I have slowly withered
[03:02.19]Died a thousand times again and again
[03:03.27]In my mind I have died
[03:03.78]I have slowly wether I have slowly wether