Forcing the Body Up

Could something like this really happen to me?

Woke up this morning, as clear as can be

My motivation was nowhere to be found

Though I was looking forward to it all around!

I was supposed to go out somewhere today

Even made promises along the way

The moment I opened my eyes, I didn't care

Just wanna live inside this blanket right there

A reason to get up and put in some fight

I could probably find one if I searched alright

But it was rejected in my brain's meeting hall

So I'm still right here, doing nothing at all

Motivation is missing!

Is there any motivation inside this place?

No matter how many drawers I open in space

Only my motivation cannot be found!

Motivation is missing!

Disappeared like a forgotten thing on the ground

Feels like I could find it if I look around

But it seems it's not here today, I've found!

Gotta leave the house pretty soon, I know

The clock is quietly rushing me to go

Only my sighs keep piling up in the air

And my preparations aren't getting anywhere

Telling myself"It can't be helped," I sigh

Try to force just my body to get up and try

My heart is still inside the blanket so deep

Curled up tight, fast asleep!

Motivation is missing!

Is there any motivation inside this room?

No matter how many times I call its name in gloom

Only an echo comes back through the door!

Motivation is missing!

Even so, it's time to step outside today

Even if I can't find it along the way

I'll just go out to look for it anyway!

Even if I can't find it today, it's okay

I can just search for it again tomorrow, another day