Forgot to spell my own damn name
I guess I didn’t like it
Thought the world would end just yesterday
Hope they’ll love me the same
When everything’s sorted out I’ll
Let you in
Right now it’s just noises,
You won’t hear a thing
Sometimes
I wish I wasn't even born at all
But I know
I can fight it though it’ll cost some more
Alright
Listen, stranger
I know I’m not the only one
But it’s getting too much
I feel like I’m exploding
I’ll never tell the loved ones how I truly feel
Maybe when they die
I’ll be talking to their graves
I don’t think I’m erratic, I’m just hurting and hiding
She doesn’t understand anything
And he makes noises when he eats
I hope you don't think me any different
I'm still me, the same boy
That you really really loved
But don’t worry
I still pray at night
I could turn into a different man
The next morning I’ll wake up
And feel normal again
Just the way you wanted it all to be
Just the way you wanted it all to be
