[00:00.00]Even If It Kills Me (Explicit) - Motion City Soundtrack
[00:03.39]Written by：J. Pierre/J. Johnson/T. Thaxton/M. Taylor/J. Cain
[00:06.79]I've got a lot of things to do tonight
[00:13.12]I'm so sick of making lists
[00:17.17]Of things I'll never finish
[00:19.67]I've lived here for the last twelve years
[00:26.17]Since early 1995
[00:29.95]All my sh*t has been in boxes
[00:32.42]But if I had a little more time to kill
[00:39.01]I'd settle every little stupid thing
[00:42.92]Yeah you'd think that I would
[00:45.66]But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight
[00:51.56]And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight
[00:57.98]For the first time in a long time
[01:01.36]I can say that I want to try
[01:04.22]To get better and overcome
[01:07.78]Each moment in my own way
[01:15.03]I wonder if I'll ever lose my mind
[01:21.23]I tried hard for awhile
[01:25.31]But then I kind of gave up
[01:27.68]Winter is killer when the sun goes down
[01:34.12]I'm really not as stubborn as I seem
[01:37.85]Said the knuckle to the concrete
[01:40.53]But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight
[01:46.58]And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight
[01:53.15]For the first time in a long time
[01:56.46]I can say that I want to try
[01:59.47]To get better and overcome
[02:03.06]Each moment in my own way
[02:34.52]I'm not saying that I'm giving up
[02:40.76]I'm just trying not to think
[02:44.74]As much as I used to
[02:47.02]Cause never is a lonely little messed up word
[02:53.70]Maybe I'll get it right some day
[02:58.05]For the first time in a long time
[03:01.23]I can say that I want to try
[03:04.24]I feel helpless for the most part
[03:07.59]But I'm learning to open my eyes
[03:10.79]And the sad truth of the matter is
[03:13.75]I'll never get over it but I'm gonna try
[03:17.22]To get better and overcome
[03:20.83]Each moment in my own way
[03:27.90]I sure want to get back on track
[03:34.16]And I'll do whatever it takes
[03:38.51]Even if it kills me